The hardest pill I had to swallow this year was realizing I meant so little to people who meant so much to me, and that kind of truth hits different.
It humbles you, it hurts you, and it teaches you all at once. It's a wake-up call that not everyone loves with the same heart you do. Some people only value you when it's convenient for them, and the moment you stop pouring into them, you see their real intentions. But the blessing in that lesson is clarity.
You stop forcing connections, you stop over giving, and you start choosing people who choose you back. Losing them wasn't a loss. It was making room for better
Cardi B said, βI cried for 300 days last year and none of y'all called me up.β
And that hit home. Because this past year, I cried more than I ever have in my entire life. Silent tears, heavy tears, tears that nobody saw. I carried heartbreak, loneliness, and the weight of trying to hold everything together on my own but managed to get through it. Never Again!
A person doesnβt have to only drain u with arguments and fights. They can drain u with lack of communication, lack of trust, lack of empathy, lack of apologizing, lack of acknowledgment and lack of fulfilling your love language. Know the red flags.
if you're not ready to consider my feelings in almost everything you do, it wonβt work for me. because iβm very considerate, i never want the person i love to feel like i dont & i never want to love someone and not feel loved. consideration is up there with loyalty if you ask me.
If love ever finds me again, May the universe let me meet someone who loves me as deeply as l do. Someone who is never okay with hurting me. Someone who is loyal, kind & devoted. Someone who will never make me feel unwanted. Someone who feels like home & also finds home in me.
@BlizzardCS I have a friend who has been banned for the rest of the comp season on overwatch bc his pc kept turning off but he rejoined every match. He fixed it now is there not a way he can get unbanned?