Welp This is the cost of touching grass 😭
⚠️ TLDR WARING⚠️
In all seriousness, I’m not worried. It’s just another goal to hit again especially with a new CoD around the corner that I’m actually looking forward to!
While a part of me is a little sad to see this email, the truth is I had been neglecting myself and my real-life responsibilities.
I needed to step back and figure out why I had been unhappy for so long. Here is what I realized,
I was disconnected from myself, I hated everything about me. Not just my looks, but the fact that I wasn't able to fully be who I am, and I was chasing the wrong things.... I was working hard but had nothing to show for it except items I bought while chasing a toxic, internet warped perception of what I thought I wanted.
I had no direction I had absolutely no clue where I wanted to go in the future, and that genuinely terrified me.
So, I started a new journey. I began working out to improve the physical health I’d neglected for ages, and I finally came out as 🏳️⚧️ to everyone. Along the way, I met a group of real life friends who have become family. They’ve helped me find my style and, more importantly, build true confidence in my authentic self.
With my personal life on the right track, I decided to focus on a long-term career.
An with some encouragement from friends and family, after they told me I have the perfect personality for teaching, I decided Id enroll in a college course to start that journey, with the ultimate goal of teaching abroad in a few years!
With those major life updates finally settled, I feel like I can start fresh. Honestly, getting this email sparked a sense of creativity and joy that I haven’t felt toward my gaming channel in years. I had a genuine smile on my face thinking about making content for Eldy again, or maybe branching out on my @MsJyoni account to share my other interests.
Either way, I am deeply excited for the next few years to come.
Love you all 💕
— Eldy
Hit it perfectly on the head of why playing games an making gaming content in general as women sucks..
I stepped away from something I enjoyed doing everyday, because of pointless bigotry even some Cis women in the gaming space do the same it's really just soo sad to see yk?
It’s absurd that of any argument transphobes are going to harp on all the time, it’s biological advantages” men have in VIDEO GAMES of all things.
Ignoring the fact that those initial advantages disappear when women train in the same way.