Take care of what God already gave you. The home, the car, your body, your peace, the little things. Because if you can’t appreciate what you have now, how can God trust you with more?
I ain’t never claimed to be innocent. 😭 I’ll tell you exactly where I was wrong. I’ll apologize when I mean it. I’ll own my attitude, my mouth, my decisions. What I WON’T do is let somebody paint me like I woke up and randomly chose violence. 😂 Every version of me somebody hates was created by an experience they conveniently leave out. I’m not proud of every reaction… but I know exactly what triggered it. That’s the difference.
I sit quietly and realize that God has been taking care of me this whole time. Maybe not in luxurious ways. Maybe not an easy life. But through protection,provision, good health, surviving hard days and always having just enough to keep going.
Maturing is realizing I am mean, but not in a bad way, just in an authentic way. I don’t disrespect people, but I’m not kissing your ass. I’m kind but not performative, and if I don’t like or want to do something, then I just don’t🤷🏽♀️
and if love ever finds me again, i hope it's with someone who thinks about how their actions affect me,someone who considers my feelings before making choices and values my peace as much as their own because I'm not here to survive love again, I'm here to finally live it
Reality is some people just don’t align & this was my last year letting my empathy for people keep me attached to what my discernment already rejected.
Folks aggravate me so bad running to meet me for packages 🙄 that’s why I be taking pictures with them looking ugly asf, cause bitch move and let me drop ts and get my picture
Unfortunately, I do want a provider. I do want a protector. I do want a leader. I do want a dominant man. I do want emotional maturity and effective communication. I do want mental stability. I do want to be spoiled. I do want self awareness. I do want clingy, obsessed and safe. I do want someone who chooses me every time. And nobody is going to make me feel bad for wanting those things in a partner.