I don't honestly know why I'm so nice to people who don't deserve my kindness. No matter how awful people are, I wear my heart on my sleeve and just get hurt.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't like this but why change now?
This morning was really rough. Having a meltdown is never fun but what's important is getting back up and keeping going.
Sometimes things really can get better. π
Has anybody ever heard of this? I found it really fascinating because i feel like this happens to me when i get really bad anxiety and it only started like 3 years ago
https://t.co/OVlbj4JISo
Being socially awkward sucks. It's so embarrassing having to explain to people why I am the way that I am and why I make mistakes when they happen. π
I take it personally when people genuinely don't like me especially if it's because they find me annoying.
I try to be nice to everyone but I guess i can't make everyone happy. π
And for the record, I better be wearing black when I'm buried because I'm not spending eternity in something other than that. I'll haunt your ass! π€£
When I die, I want to be remembered for all of who I am. Not just the parts that are convenient. You can dead name me and pretend that I wasn't nonbinary, but that doesn't erase who I truly was. Just know that if you do this, you're dishonoring my memory and I do not approve.