@kigothor1 no one wants to end their life. They just want to end their pain because they cannot numb it anymore. If they were selfish,they'd kill everyone.
We talk about suicide as though the battle is between life and death,often,the battle is between pain and relief. If we want people to choose life,we got to bild a world with the hope of relief.
There's a difference between being alone and feeling lonely. I've experienced both, and I'll take peaceful solitude over feeling invisible beside someone any day.
Kuna makosa nilifanya as a bachelor. Kuna a single lady who is my neighbour kuna siku nilimwiita Supper after she opened Up to me about something she was going though as a means of comfort. Next day alirudisha mkono na sahani ya mlo mwingi mno. Ata sikushughulika ,nikala, nikamwambia since I had Cooked zangu tutakula lunch asipike kwake. Hiyo mtindo imeshika for five days,leo ameniambia nimtumie pesa za supper anataka kunipikia my favourite food. Hiyo mchezo sitaki mimi juu that how you get a wife bila kujua.leo nalala kwa beshty yangu.
CPTSD DOESN’T ALWAYS LOOK LIKE TRAUMA. SOMETIMES IT LOOKS LIKE YOUR PERSONALITY.
You overthink everything.
You struggle to trust people.
You apologize even when you did nothing wrong.
You constantly scan for changes in someone’s tone.
People may call you “too sensitive” or “too much.”
But sometimes, these patterns can develop after prolonged stress or trauma. 1/6
One thing I have realised is that you don't need to vent to your friends about everything that you are going through. Sometimes it's ok to just pray about it and move on. Let it be between you and God