Then got to go back to being okay again!! Sometimes I just want somebody to be there. Not to fix shyt not to tell me where I fucked up or pull it together. DON'T YOU SEE!! I'm tired of that
You really do get tired of just hurting and being disappointed. We are always told things will get better and you just got to be strong as if being anything less was an option but damn it where is it okay to NOT be fucking okay???
I'm not okay and I don't want to pretend I'm not. You don't get to stop being an adult to deal with the real life shyt that's going on around you to process, feel and accept. You are basically expected to do it like your 2 15s and 30 mind you get on your job.
One.. imma need my bf to stop initiating sex while I'm dead ass sleep. I mean don't get me wrong I likes the sex buuutttt ion really get to enjoy it how I want or remember it ๐