I keep embarrassing myself. Literally next Tuesday, if I am still in the dark, I will be turning dark.
It’s okay if that doesn’t make sense, I know what that means and I’m holding myself accountable lmao
My problem is I know I didn’t do anything, but was it because he was a narcissist or just didn’t know how to communicate?
This is why I am bisexual bc women are more communicative lol
I want the feeling of him crawling back, but I also want the feeling of cutting him completely out of my life like, tonight and him (if he does) reach out and get nothing like I did for a year…