Also having to refer to myself as my dead name because that’s why everyone at work knows me as fucking suuuuckkks dude and I’m too pussy to go “actually I wanna be called kelpie” because I already got made fun of for it
Honestly too like idk if I even wanna do this. I have really bad body dysmorphia and I wanna look better but at the same time is transitioning really the answer or am I just doing it because it seems like the easy way. Idk, I guess I won’t until I’ve done this for a couple months
I think the craziest thing about trying to transition is that I’ve received like zero help, I even wanted to buy a skirt and fishnets and got told “no that’s baby trans shit” like okay i thought the whole point was i was trying to become more fem