@y0taNB There was a time when I tried to end my life through death. Due to various reasons. Work-related matters at home, and emotional aspects. In a moment of excitement, I cut through the arterial and venous tendons and nerves with a fruit knife.
@y0taNB As a result, my left hand has suffered irreversible aftereffects... . At that time, the first thing I wanted to say was not that I was going to die; I was afraid. It's just that I'm an adult now and don't need to tell my mom about this matter.