Kitsune

MA by day, small business owner & student by night

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

The girl that loves the moon, loves her Joker….longs for death’s peaceful embrace.

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

I wish I was loved.

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

I wish I was loved. I wish I was seen. I wish I was cherished. I wish I was safe & protected. I’m just alone.

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

Inevitably he’s going to destroy me. I’m incapable of harming him but he can disintegrate me with just a few words. Everyone always leaves. It’s just a matter of time.

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

I think I was misdiagnosed. What if “mania” was just me being happy & silly & the reason it hasn’t happened in years is because I’ve been drowning for so long & im just dead inside?

[Feelings ღ @breefeelingmsgs]

Silent breakdown, because no one knows how tired and exhausted I am.

[masha @masha_slp]

little miss thinks she can handle everything until she’s covering her mouth at 2am drowning in tears

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

@alone_thought_ No

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

I’m not even allowed to tag him in anything or post pictures of us because he’s so worried about what other people will think because I’m recently divorced….idc what other people think.

[cianne☆ @clonine69]

getting ignored hurts more than a rejection

[ِ @beyouyi]

مشاعرك المتراكمه لانك مو قادر تطلعها

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

I’m not allowed to cry. I’m not allowed to tell him I’m suffering & that I need help or I’ll trigger his anxiety & still not get any support. Suffer in silence is the name of the game.

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

@alone_boy_010 A promise to someone I love that I’m not sure I have the strength to keep anymore

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

No one is ever there….no one sees that I need help….i just….dont have it in me to keep fighting right now….

[Kitsune @MusicalDreamer]

The current urge to go outside, get in my car, drive to an empty field, get out, go in the middle & scream until my voice breaks then keep screaming is insane.