Ok y'all this my LAST tweet as Cityboy. PRAISE GOD YALL. I'm making a new account in a few.. I wanna give a shoutout to my ex for bringing me to this app even tho she didn't know about it at first😂. Next account gon be so lit😆.. it's been real y'all❤️. Lets SHINE😆✨
Nahh we gotta fuck one more time so she can see I was never really the nigga she thought I was😂 I'm sorry bae but I tried to tell you that love saved you🤣 shit had me all conflicted. Baby I will truly rock ya whole world😈 but hey.
I don't have to worry about relationships.. I can have as many women in my bed as I desire. I can go anywhere I want even the most dangerous places. I will always be felt.
So much transpired after getting into that relationship and a lot of people connected to me lost their sense of direction because I was no longer there to lead them. I see now, my purpose for being here is bigger than any relationship I can have..
I wonder how things woulda went if I was just honest about who I was.. tbh I think we would of always struggled with be bein in love but at least we would of had a net placed to catch us from ever seein days where we couldn't reach out to each other.
I guess I wanted to be seen as someone she could respect and look up to so trying be something different made sense at the time. In reality everyone that knew me lowkey questioned me.. even secretly resented me because they knew I took part in something unlike me.
As a man madly in love with her I couldn't bare the thought of a another man having her and even tho I knew that was jealousy I still held that emotion🤦🏽♂️😒. See someone like me has already mastered the curse of jealousy so then and there was my first downfall.
I remember we had a conversation day, we spoke on our beliefs in relationships and values.. she told me she thought people shouldnt really be tied to only one person and we even had a conversation on my polygamous relationships prior to that conversation.
The truth is that I shouldn't of done that. Even tho the version of me she got was much more ideal in the eyes of most women.. that truly wasn't me😒. I even revealed to her many times the kind of person I was before her and I use to think she didn't really believe me...
I wasn't lyin at all when I told my ex the version of me she had was the best version.. I tried my hardest to give her somethin different. No cap gang.