How do you call the thing where you can draw perfectly well for other people and you like it and the other person likes it and you feel full of confidence about your art and then you sit down, try to draw something for yourself and look at it and then just, FUCK I HATE IT AUGHHHH
I love trying to draw and then drawing, thinking it looks good and then going on a break only to open it again and get annoyed at how bad it looks like tf was I on thinking it looks even remotely close to the talented people