BPD Days

I have BPD, PTSD
This is where I get all my manifesting thought's out to give my brain some room

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You're sleeping with your friends

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Things my boyfriend says to me thread

#boyfriend #relationship

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I don't care babe

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You don't get to tell me what I do with my time ( after saying he'll call)

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Amber heard

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That's irrelevant, it's a minor thing

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I don't care what you think I'm doing it anyway

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Apparently communication doesn't matter in a relationship

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@1pcornwell 3 more to my collection

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I just want to be wanted
I want to be loved
I want my feelings cared about
I want my opinions to matter
I want pointless conversation
I only want you

I want to be wanted by you
I want to be loved by you
Not forgotten

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There is a massive threat to my relationship and my boyfriend Laps it up
Says he needs her to make him money

What about me ? What about my feelings?

I'm dying on the inside

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My boyfriend tells me he's unhappy because of how I now act

My reaction come from his actions

If he wants to fix it then he should get rid of the issue not feed into it

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@realamberheard cheating hoe bag #JohnnyDepp #AmberHeardDeservesPrison #AmberIsALiar

[𝐦𝐚𝐫 @vaersac]

Amber Heard cheating on Johnny Depp (wbk) and then getting mad @ Johnny bc he didn’t trust her.

This is Amber Heard and Cara Delevingne.

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It's been a while, right?

I have crashed, I am under an extreme amount of pressure and I can't handle it.
I decided to take a step back for a day or 2
Try prioritise, try focus on things.
I need to feel I can breathe
I've been drowning too long

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@StevenCrowley HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

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Today's choice of book for work @1pcornwell ♥️

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#JusticeForJohnnyDepp

[Small Screen @SmallScreenCo]

BREAKING NEWS: Amber Heard has been FAKING taking notes in court! https://t.co/yaWv1ECou7

[Small Screen @SmallScreenCo]

BREAKING NEWS: Amber Heard has been FAKING taking notes in court! https://t.co/yaWv1ECou7

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I tried getting help with the mental health team

They won't help me a because I smoke weed, they deemed it as I smoke too much ( on average 2 joints a day)
They also want to give me meds that help with sickness for my sleeping problems

Like wtaf

#BPD #NHS #CMHT #mentalhealth

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Why don't you care enough to see how much this is killing me
You say I'm making things bad and you know the reason why
It's literally killing me
I'm drowning and you tell you don't care

Why am I not enough
Why am I being punished