After all they were zombies and idols, of course they were limited. But at this point that was Mizi's life, she can't even think about other options, not like Sua.
For her, this is the only way they can be happy. Even if it means to do it just when they are alone.
Mizi loved +
even though the
nerves in her body
aren't what they
once were , she
could feel the ghost
of warmth pooling
inside her , offering
her an escape from
their ill fates . just
for a moment ,
they were somewhere
else entirely , off
in their own
paradise , engulfed
in their love .
+
+ that kiss, for a moment she felt alive, not like a zombie, those lips... But when she went for more, Mizi stopped her.
"Thank you for coming here with me..."
And now, after moving her hands over Sua's face to guide hersel780f, it was her who got closer. She was trying to +
+ an idol.
And finally, she kissed her too. For a moment she was happy again, she missed her for a very long time and even if it was as a zombies, they were finally together.
She'll trust her, after all, Mizi couldn't see if anyone was there, so...
"Show me..."
Mizi approached too, placing both hands on Sua's cheeks, slowly rubbing them. She missed this, being so close to her, alone together... Like when they weren't zombies and before she became +
she takes a scan
of the room ,
ensuring the two
won't get into
trouble for such
an act . confirming
that it's just the two
here for now , she
leans in slowly ,
enveloped by the
sweet scent of
her beloved .
โ let me show
you how much
i adore you , mizi . โ
+
This time she noticed that, just one arm... And that was her fault, right? After the last time they were singing together... But even knowing that, Mizi smiles again as soon as she heard that.
"Do you want to kiss me? We are idols, if someones watches us... Are we alone? I'll +
ah , she must have
forgotten . only
one of her arms
remain now .
the absence is
still hard to get
used to , phantom
limb syndrome
fooling her mind .
would mizi find
it odd she can
no longer wrap
both her arms
around her .แฃ
she would be
sad , finding out
what happened ..
+
+ now, at least, we are idols together, I'm really really happy to be with you this time. Being an idol without you... Wasn't good, I'm more happy now, who cares about losing parts of our bodies, as long as we are together..."
Those hands help Mizi to believe what Sua said, maybe she really loves her even if she's now blind and almost all her face is infected.
Mizi wanted to hold her hands a bit more, but as soon as Sua put her head on her chest, she moved them to hug that head.
"We can be happy +
her eye widens ,
and she immediately
clasps mizi's hands
in hers firmly .
โ no , mizi , i didn't
mean it like that .
you were beautiful
then and you are
beautiful now . โ
the lack of eyes
never deterred
her for a second ,
and she could
never let mizi
think otherwise .
+
First she was really happy, she blushed again when she heard those words and felt her lips on her hand. For a moment, Mizi thought Sua liked her new face, but as soon as she said she misses her eyes...
"I see... Sorry, I can't have those eyes you like."
She knew she couldnโt +
there's a thin film
of tears over her
eye as she smiles ,
cheeks flushed
a pretty bloom
of pink . she truly
finds mizi perfect ..
idolizing her in
a way that's
personal to her .
โ zombie or not ,
you're the most
beautiful to me .
every inch of
you is precious . โ
+
+ be perfect for Sua as a zombie even if she tries, but it still hurt to know she'll miss parts of her body. Even then, Mizi forced a smile, trying to make Sua think everything was fine.
"I hope you know that you are the most beautiful to me too even if I can't see you. I +