Just For Her

Future Math Teacher. I love kids, math, and socially awkward situations.

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

Why now, after my vacation, when it was just me and my other roommate, is this happening to me

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

Every night this week I've had small panic attacks and I don't know why. Ive been fine for months, even after we separated/

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

It's 3:40 am. I'm wide awake. I work in 6 hours

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

Today was supposed to be 7 years. Im still not over you. I miss you

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

I'll restart it all, just text me, I miss my phone lighting up and seeing your name come up

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

If you ever read these, I miss you. More than anything, I'll drop anything for you.

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

Within 2 years. She could barely remember one of her sons birthday

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

To top off the situation, my grandmother is slowly losing it. She's been diagnosed with dementia and I don't think she'll remember anything

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

Question of their permission, I was ready and everything, I just couldn't afford it

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

I know what I've said too, that I don't want her back. But it was seven years, I had legitimate plans with her. I asked her parents the

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

It's so tough. I want to fight for her back because it was 7 years but at the same time I don't want to ruin any chance I got

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

I'm back here, i under estimated how much my computer and work kept my mind off of her. I need to tweet before I send something to her

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

@just_uss227 Me too. The only reason why this is so difficult is because of the fact we live together, I still see her everyday. Thank you though

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

@just_uss227 I'm trying, I was told to just wait and see how things work out and I am the most impatient person 😅

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

It's obvious I shouldn't dwell on her, but 7 hour car trips are really dangerous, especially when you're not driving

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

Even on vacation you're still on my mind. I can't get you out

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

If anyone's down to talk, I'd love the company. Sitting in silence gets boring

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

I'm done. I'm going to sit here and just try to relax. I'm so fucking done with everything

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

I've never been so belittled in my life. For something that I tried so hard on. That is probably the worst feeling ever

[Just For Her @My_one_forever]

I'm so sorry that I'm going crazy, but I can't deal with another 26 days of living with her. She destroyed me. Made me feel worthless