My mental health come before anything. I’m hangin up phones, declining calls, falling back from friendships and relationships. Whatever I gotta do. If it messes with my peace or got my mind feeling off, I’m out. I’m takin care of me first and I hope you on the same type of time.
I think one of the saddest things about me is how long I can carry emotional pain without anybody noticing.I will still laugh. Still answer texts.Still show up.Still make people feel loved. All while quietly falling apart in ways nobody thinks to ask about.
I have to have talks with myself like girl you’re going to be okay! Everything is going to work out. Everything is going to come together. It always has & it always will.
There’s no coming back from certain things, and I don’t think people really understand that. Some damage doesn’t get undone, and once it changes how you see someone, that’s it. Not everything deserves a second chance, no matter how sorry they are.
Unfortunately, yes i sure DO give up on people.. you can't continuously disappoint me, distract me, not pour into me & expect me to continue showing up for you. No can do.
Maturing is realizing when you wake up randomly at 3am or 4am you’re supposed to pray. Over your home, over your children. Then sit and listen to what God tells you to do next