this stuff makes me sad as someone who was like this until I tried therapy for the first time - it unlocked a level of vulnerability for me that changed how I dream and how much I emotionally (and so generally) connected with media/art and itโs just infinitely better
been thinking about how a lot anger + disappointment comes from expecting life to go my way and then it doesnโt - in all aspects of life, big or small. trying to remind myself more to accept it + be grateful when it does work for me and patient + willing to learn when it doesnโt
@mr_heartstone15 and it doesnโt even feel right when you make / join race based communities bc why are we having to do that at all just for being POC