/Member of NERV Academy RP group
-Ongoing AU backstory since 2010
-13+ years of playing Shinji, off and on
-Canon/Semi-canon personality
-Open to all types of RPs, though NSFW --> DMs please.
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@CREATIONOFMAN_ I keep thinking it's irreparable but a naive idiot part of me just can't let go of the hope that we can reach a place of mutual respect, if not genuine care.
I don't know. I just don't want to hate someone. I have enough trouble trying not to hate myself too much.
@CREATIONOFMAN_ I don't know what my father's motivations are. He's always treated her like she was wanted and treated me as if I were not, as long as I can remember. People say he was different when my mother was alive, but I don't remember that time so it doesn't really matter, I think.
@CREATIONOFMAN_ If you like, although I'm not sure how helpful it would be if he is as different as you are from the Rei Ayanami that I know.
And meeting new people is hard. I can't just drive off somewhere and meet people. I have to stay close to base. I'm not very good with people anyway.
@CREATIONOFMAN_ But it's only me he hates. He treats Rei... uh... my Rei, like a... like a real daughter. And he treats me like an unwanted pest. Most people just don't want me around. I've grown used to it. Piloting is the only good thing I've ever managed to accomplish.