Nathan Paul Watkins

Musical Expressionist/Passion Player
Faith Over Fear. 🫶🏻
-Faith's not about clearing your pathway. it's to calm the fears, you'll clear those hurdles ok-

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

I hope this tune finds you well
"An Unquiet Mind" (original expression)
Nathan Paul Watkins @highlight( lyrics below) @SteveWi54640116
@thejessie07 @Tinkerton
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(Lyrics)
AN UNQUIET MIND
Demons seem
to have my spirit pinned
and hope begging
to throw the towel in
I'm just looking for a space
I might somehow feel
safe again
weary and weak
I don't want to stand
but I'm tired of the view
from my knees and hands
trapped inside my Great escapes praying I can come up
with a better plan
walls closing in with my regrets pushing me a little closer
to the ledge
I contemplate a plunging fate
but I'm still right here
sitting on the edge

and it's so heavy
this unquiet mind
slipping sliding
Searching for the light
scared to death
I might fall in this darkness
but I keep stumbling
nonetheless nonetheless
and it's so heavy
this unquiet mind
of mine of mine

Thoughts so sharp
like a razor blade
dragging over
all the mistakes I've made
looking to the mirror
no Superman
holding faith Clark Kent
Can save the day
fire burning hot inside my chest
hard to bite my tongue
I must confess
anxious irrational and overstressed playing like it's checkers
when I know it's chess
placing these bets I can't afford
like salvation
is going to come
through the door
I can't see the win but I won't quit
as long as I've got a single piece
on the board

and it's so heavy
this unquiet mind
slipping and sliding
searching for the light
scared to death
I might fall in this darkness
but I keep stumbling
nonetheless nonetheless
and it's so heavy
this unquiet mind
of mine of mine

but I'm holding out
till I can see the sunrise
maybe tomorrow
will be my time to shine
feel some fresh new winds
upon my face
it's so damn difficult
but I'm taking things day by day
it's so damn difficult
but I'm taking this day by day

and I know it's heavy
with an unquiet mind
keep on trying
you'll find more strength in time
keep pushing through
don't you give up the fight
every one of you is a brilliant light
I can't wait to see shining
every one of you is a brilliant light
I can't wait to see shining
every one of you is a brilliant light
I can't wait to see shining
every one of you is brilliant light
I can't wait to see shine
and it's not so heavy
it's just these unquiet minds
-Nathan Paul Watkins

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Check out "Spark" (Live Cut) by Nathan Paul Watkins - https://t.co/W4avUcx81U
Hello, all you crazy critters 🌞
I hope everyone is making it through the days feeling okay.🤗 May this tune find you well. And, in this age of disingenuous, overly filtered, online "connections", completely saturated with insincerity. I truly hope everyone experiences an authentic moment where you ,"SHARE A SPARK" 🎇.Love y'all ❤️ @highlight @SteveWi54640116
@thejessie07"@Tinkerton
Spark" (Live Cut)
Nathan Paul Watkins
Lyrics are on the song page.
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[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

#FaithOverFear #hope #originalsong #recovery #mentalhealthawareness
"One More Round" @thejessie07
Guess I made it through the night
I get concerned sometimes
I might not make it out alive
twists and turns inside my mind
and this life
I'm afraid I might not
make it through my shadow next time
lately eyes have been hanging low
do my best to keep my head held high
how I'm going to make it through another day Lord I truly don't know
but your goddamn right
I'm going to try

and I found one more tomorrow despite my pain and my sorrow
so I'm going to feel it out
they say it's the darkest before the dawn luckily I'm such a skeptic
that I keep hanging on
just to see if they know
what they're talking about
and sometimes this world's depleting but I'm the only one
who can possibly defeat me
if need be I'm down
to go another round

and fair weather friends
seem all I found
used to even get some calls
As I was trying to be up
can't get a single response
now I'm down
I feel I've spent half my life
in a compromise
just didn't want to accept the facts
or I cut the cord and pay the price
Cause my sacrifice is my family
Their hypocrisy and toxicity
To my being
Saddest part is
I don't think they'll ever find
The courage to see it
And I was drowning
screaming for help
thank God these waves reminded me all I need is in myself

and I found one more tomorrow despite my pain and my sorrow
so I'm going to feel it out
they say it's darkest before the dawn luckily I'm such a skeptic
that I keep hanging on
just to see if they know
what they're talking about
and sometimes this world's depleting but I'm the only one
who can possibly defeat me
if need be I'm down
to go another round

so if you'd feel like you're just
hanging on
my only hope is that maybe
you'll hear this song
and just remember
that you're not alone
Do come on
come be a skeptic with me
hold on
come be a skeptic with me
please hold on
come be a skeptic with me
hold on
cause I found one more tomorrow despite my pain and my sorrow
so I'm going to feel it out
They say it's darkest before the dawn luckily I'm such a skeptic
that I keep hanging on
just to see if they know
what they're talking about
And sometimes this world's depleting but you're the only one
who can possibly defeat you
and if need be please promise me
you'll at least go another round.

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

@thejessie07 They, obviously, just like you and your friends 😉. No, that's actually pretty crazy and ,as always with the left, creepy. Hope you're doing well and can enjoy your day 🤗

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Are you watching closely?👀
This is from "No Kings" in New York City
This is what the Liberal Democrats are championing and supporting.
This is what the leftists and Liberal Democrats want our
"Democracy to look Like"?
Communist and fascist ideals and systems ,completely void of Democracy.🤔
How does that work.....
This is what they proudly support as they
Attempt to tell me, they are more for America than me or anyone that disagrees.
Does something appear odd or off or just something?🤔
Maybe start being able to carry and wave,the American Flag proudly and properly first.
And then you can try to gaslight and lie and Attempt to lecture me on how the Liberal Democrats are more "patriotic" or "America first".
But, at least start there, if you want me to even listen, let alone, believe anything you liberal,leftist, lunatics have to say about America, American citizens or the future of America.🇺🇸
https://t.co/7U5L7n90QY

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Many of these flags were proudly being waved and flown,by many White liberal Democrats, during the "No Kings" rallies.

The next time, anyone on any "side" of anything, ponders upon, Why I'm sharing what I'm sharing recently ,or how I could ,possibly, have my views In regards to America or the Trump administration. To simplify my opinion for all the TDS stricken, traitoress citizens out there.
THIS IS WHY......... THIS IS WHY.

You all,really are just gonna ride with your purposefully infantile ,contradictory and hippocritical hubris, huh?
Willing to Just embrace y'all's obvious, traitoress, mass psychosis, until Total destruction or y'all's hips go out.
And this is not an isolated or exceptional moment. If you do research and watch and try to read a wide spectrum of cultural coverage, you know what I'm talking about.

And , although there's been ,obvious, propaganda woven through the facts. The Threat or possibility of a "True King" or a very real Dictator ,controlling all aspects of civilian life, through communist or socialist ideals is ,an insane, but,actual Threat to humanity.
And, since I don't like being "spoon-fed"and I prefer to eat ,with my hands,I've looked into it a bit.
And with my own awareness,life experiences and independent research ,I completely understand the true, humanitarian dangers and completely agree with the concerns about communism and socialism. Especially in and to our America.
And my patriotism, awareness and pride in and for this country, especially against obvious enemies within, has only grown and strengthened. I pledged ALLEGIANCE!🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸
Love y'all ❤️
What does this image and flag represent to you?
What emotions, thoughts , opinions or memories does it conjure for you? (Rhetorical question)
@highlight @SteveWi54640116 @thejessie07 @Tommy4Trump420
@GroundZeroPDX1 @NotTinaKotex @KlymatixTV @Tinkerton @JoshMeshell
#LiberatedNotLiberal #HailState #WalkAway #StriveToRise #america #FaithOverFear #wakeup #IndependentMind #knowledgeispower #starkvega #StarkvilleMS #NOOPRESSION #hope #Patriots
#RedWhiteBlue
What does this image and flag represent to you?
What emotions, thoughts , opinions or memories does it conjure for you?

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Hello lovely Americans 🤗🇺🇸 @highlight
I was wondering.....🤔

How can someone call themselves "progressive", insinuating that they are a"person of progress",
When they literally have regressed so far in their cognitive abilities,and in their understanding of racism and discrimination, that they are literally calling minorities in this country, "Colored people".. yet, again?
Wasn't that deemed socially ethically and politically "incorrect" ?
a "Very Big No,No" , specifically in America?
It Doesn't't seem like progress to me.
How about you?
Aren't they just Americans?🤔

And, I ,Fully understand that , nowadays, y'all say... "A Person or People of Color" ...
but, that just conveys , insinuates and means the exact same thing as "Colored person"
,in any context.
If I have a Green hat.
Is it a "Hat of Green"? Or is it a "Green hat"?
Or Do They Mean,Insinuate And Convey,The Exact Same Thing?
The same EXACT intention of meaning and communication?
Maybe this is why the rest of the world refers to the US as "America, The greatest and most insane reality show ever"
I know I'm not the brightest bulb💡 in the box. So perhaps, I'm just "way off based" about this, and too "falsely "secure in my understanding of Vocabulary, Language, Meaning, and Modern Communication.?🤷🏼. I've been wrong, a multitude of times,in my life.😏 But I'm fairly confident here.😄
What do all of you "intellectual", linguistic and ,oh so proud, Readers of Books think?
Remember people, that's a Rhetorical question. Just something for thought.
Love y'all.❤️ @thejessie07 @Tinkerton
@SteveWi54640116 @Killakells56 #LiberatedNotLiberal #racismawareness #FaithOverFear #StriveToRise
#america #IndependentMind #knowledgeispower #HailState #StarkvilleMS #starkvegas #wakeup #WalkAway

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Are you watching closely?👀
ARE YOU Brave enough TO LOOK?👻
ARE you hearing this?
ARE YOU COURAGEOUS Enough TO LISTEN?👻

After seeing so many Hammer And Sickle flags, at all the "No "Kings " protests,
I've been inspired to reshare this documentary.
I've always found it intriguing, informative and, lately, extremely alarming. But, Faith Over Fear.🕯️
Be fearless and give it a peek 🫣 ☺️
Does it sound or appear familiar?
Love y'all ❤️ @highlight @SteveWi54640116 @thejessie07
@tinkerton @ScubaSteve026
Thought y'all may find it interesting.🤗
#LiberatedNotLiberal #IndependentMind #america #FaithOverFear #wakeup #StriveToRise #knowledgeispower #HailState #starkvegas #StarkvilleMS
https://t.co/Nz5m2Yv76t

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Happy Sunday ☺️🌼🌞
"The Questions Remain" (original expression)
Nathan Paul Watkins
Love y'all ❤️ @highlight @thejessie07
@SteveWi54640116 @Tinkerton @Tommy4Trump420 @JoshMeshell
#believe #FaithOverFear #IndependentMind #love #hope #selfbelief #starkvilkems #StriveToRise #america #christian #originalsong #acoustic #singersongwriter #independentartist #guitar
#LiberatedNotLiberal #hailstate #starkvegas #StarkvilleMs

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Happy Sunday ☺️🌼🌞
"The Questions Remain" (original expression)
Nathan Paul Watkins
Love y'all ❤️ @highlight @thejessie07
@SteveWi54640116 @Tinkerton @Tommy4Trump420 @JoshMeshell
#believe #FaithOverFear #IndependentMind #love #hope #selfbelief #starkvilkems #StriveToRise #america #christian #originalsong #acoustic #singersongwriter #independentartist #guitar
#LiberatedNotLiberal #hailstate #starkvegas #StarkvilleMs

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Are you watching closely?👀
ARE YOU Brave enough TO WATCH?👻
ARE you hearing this?
ARE YOU COURAGEOUS ENOUGH TO LISTEN?👻
From and for my gay friends.🫂 Have Faith 🕯️
I often wonder if any other gay men and women have experienced this, or witnessed some of what this video discusses or if it lines up with your awareness or opinions.
And ,also wonder, if all the non gay people, speaking on behalf of gay people, are actually caring and sincere enough to make sure that they are reflecting and representing the True messageing, foundation and beliefs of that very community, that they are "championing"🏆
Just have Faith and give it a peek.🤗
Love y'all ❤️ @highlight Mark See
#LiberatedNotLiberal #FaithOverFear #IndependentMind #StriveToRise #love #hope #mentalhealthawarenes #HailState #StarkvilleMS #recovery #america #knowlegeispower
#WalkAway #wakeup #GayCommunity #toletance
https://t.co/b3UNLUaOWv

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Happy Sunday ☺️🌼🌞
"The Questions Remain" (original expression)
Nathan Paul Watkins
Love y'all ❤️ @highlight @thejessie07
@SteveWi54640116 @Tinkerton @Tommy4Trump420 @JoshMeshell
#believe #FaithOverFear #IndependentMind #love #hope #selfbelief #starkvilkems #StriveToRise #america #christian #originalsong #acoustic #singersongwriter #independentartist #guitar
#LiberatedNotLiberal #hailstate #starkvegas #StarkvilleMShttps://youtu.be/lvt9a9JAr98?si=eTKosrJ6SD0ilKfZ

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Hmmm, 🤔 interesting...and, I thought, surely, this is old news..... right?
Awareness is enlightening and ,as always,
Knowledge is Power!
Feel that Power, embrace the Light.
Don't just cower in the Darkend shadows of that Cave of ECHOES.
Watch to the end and actually listen to this Young man,if you DARE 👻
LOVE Y'ALL 😍 @highlight
#LiberatedNotLiberal #FaithOverFear #IndependentMind #knowlegeispower #WalkAway #hope #wakeup #StriveToRise #america #love #endracism #selfbelief #HailState #starkvilkems #Starkvegas
https://t.co/nAdEnEskxq

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Are you watching closely?👀
ARE YOU Brave enough TO WATCH?👻
ARE you hearing this?
ARE YOU COURAGEOUS ENOUGH TO LISTEN?👻
Just have Faith and give it a peek.🤗
Love y'all ❤️ @highlight #hippocracy
#LiberatedNotLiberal #FaithOverFear #IndependentMind #StriveToRise #love #hope #mentalhealthawarenes #HailState #StarkvilleMS #recovery #america #knowlegeispower
#WalkAway #wakeup
https://t.co/wN2eHwE5DK

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Hello beautiful people 😍 @highlight
Hope all are well.☺️ Happy Sunday, from here in the US.🇺🇸
I was just thinking.......
You know...

Reading a Bible, going to a church or giving a sermon, does not make you a
"Person of Faith".

It says you are a human that is literate, mobile,and can articulate language.
That's all that those actions or abilities,display. Nothing to do with a daily or sincere display or example of a person walking a Faith filled walk or living a Faith driven life.

I find, True Faith, exudes strength, humility, restraint ,confidence, optimism, possibilities
AND above all,unconditional LOVE.
For others and ,here's the hard part, but also ,for and towards yourself. I'm definitely not great with the latter. But I hold hope and stick to Faith Over Fear.

How can any single person, claim to be,and call themselves a "person of Faith",
When they wake up,everyday,with an unrealistic and irrational Fear of a specific man, a stranger, and also the democratically elected, US President.? where's the faith?
That's an obvious and extreme ,continual Fear for many of the "Faithful"

How can someone claim To be a "person of Faith" When their entire day, thoughts, actions and beliefs, are absolutely affected,underlined, and influenced by Fears?
When does the "Faith" part happen?

How can someone possibly be a "person of Faith", when they are so Afraid and Fear driven, that they continuously take part in spreading blatant hippocritical and fearful lies? and at times, literally, scream at others about how they too should be"very afraid"?
🤔..... Does that mindset come from Faith, or Fear?

How can someone claim to be a "person of Faith" when they use their energy to gleefully take part in an entire administration of , obvious, Fear mongering, instead of using their energy for possible understanding, an opportunity for "witnessing" or the strengthening of Faith building.?

Where is the calming, peace giving and trusting, Faith, people?
Where's the loving patience and uplifting support and encouragement, even if difficult, for the "sinners" or those that you consider "ignorant "and "lost" ? where's the faith? Where's the faithful patience and understanding or agape ,love ?

For me, It's about genuinely believing in the power of Faith.
And striving to practice and maintain a sincere and legitimate conviction of FAITH OVER FEAR in my meditation and daily walk. Though, I, of course, struggle at times. I am human(mostly 😅). But, I fight to stay the course, and my beliefs, faith, hope and calming thoughts ,eventually find me. Embracing me with a better understanding of self,the world and an even more Faithful, motivated and rejuvenated spirit.

Anyone trying or succeeding in fooling themselves about all this, I wanted to let you know, that I'm not fooled and,if you're a believer, I really don't think certain,other, entities, are going to be fooled, either.

Faith's not about clearing your pathway
It's to calm the fears
You'll clear those hurdles okay
Take deep breaths now
Fill up your lungs
Exhale
And love someone...

These are just my thoughts. Everyone remain calm.😂
Love y'all ❤️ @SteveWi54640116
@thejessie07 @Tinkerton @Tommy4Trump420
#FaithOverFear #IndependentMind #StriveToRise #hope #love #recovery #mentalhealthawarenes #LiberatedNotLiberal #HailState #starkvegas #starkvilleMs #

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Check out "Kimball St. Blues" by Nathan Paul Watkins - https://t.co/AJkynHjXbX
Hello lovely and crazy critters 🤗
Hope all are doing well.☺️
Sharing one last tune I've never really shared and ,originally, felt it was too rough for some reason. But I'm attempting to liberate and cleanse my spirit.
This is From back in my Philly days. I hope everyone has a great weekend and appreciates the song. The lyrics are below, and in the link. And anyone that follows me knows about my "writing process" 😂. The expression and words just pop out and they stop when they stop😏 @highlight
HAIL STATE!! And go to hell,ole miss!
Love y'all ❤️
"Kimball Street Blues" ( original expression)
Just an onlooker
in the pigeon parade
just some shadowed eyes
of a wallpaper face
just some twisted thoughts
I made ,by mistake
just the loneliness now
and the weight

Well, I'm
weighing out the agony
of being on my own
and spending one more day with you
just trying to forget I remember
the way you make me feel
just trying to smoke out
the Kimball Street blues
the Kimball Street blues
Lord, I'm Blue

struggling down 9th Street
South Street bound
got to find something, anything
To keep all of this down
And sunlight's no matter
Here beneath the charcoaled, rainbow's grin
Imprisoned by the scenes
Of all our evening's rhythms
and I've been standing drowning
inside this rain for some time
can't seem to wash this off my mind
and everything is fine
far as I will tell
just waiting on a miracle
to help me tip the scales

cause I'm
weighing out the agony
of being on my own
and spending one more day with you, yeah just trying to forget I remember
the way you make me feel
just trying to smoke out
the Kimball Street blues
the Kimball Street blues
Lord I'm Blue

like Ginsburg said
Lord I howled
and they pointed their fingers
so un-animalistically at me
so now I'm here to thank you
all for the push the push
to the fall and oh now I'm
pushing the pills down with the pain
pain down with the thrills
of being alone
pushing the pills down with the pain
pain down with the thrills
of being alone
just trying to smoke out
just trying to smoke out
Lord can you make me green again
Lord can you make me green again
-Nathan Paul Watkins-
#faithoverfear #IndependentMind #hope #love #StriveToRise #mentalhealthawarenes #song #recovery #independentartist #singersingwriter #acoustic #originalmusic #lyrics #poetryandprose
#HailState #starkvegas #StarkvilleMS

[Nathan Paul Watkins @NPW1776]

Hello, again , beautiful people 😍 for clarity.😄
From now on, Any of the questions Included in my posts, are all rhetorical. I have witnessed it and it has been proven, over and over, that many out there ,can't answer direct and specific questions, even with examples. Or are extremely selective about what questions you attempt to address. These are just my "crazy" thoughts, floating around ,from now on. Like my musical expression,🤗
Y'all are still welcome to voice your thoughts,of course, I hate actual Facism.
But, I will not be engaging with anyone.

I can actually recognize the difference between healthy and unhealthy behavior.😉 And the difference between When someone is actually attempting to shine a sincere light of understanding,or just aggressively, beating people, with a "virtuous" DIY, lightsaber. 🔦😅 Just because someone disagrees with their "virtues". And ,yet, still not be able to directly answer anything asked to them. No help with a better understanding, whatsoever.🤔🤷🏼😄
"Make Interrogative Phrases Great Again"!

So, Please people, you're not being "attacked" ☺️. Stop getting triggered and/or feeling defensive. Just breathe,find comfort in your "ideals" and think, whatever thoughts,your precious minds can entertain. I have exhausted all possible positive expectations of constructive interactions. And I'm out of any leeway or healthy energy, I could find for y'all. Still holding hope. And remember, always, Faith Over Fear 🙏🏻🦅
Still Love y'all ❤️ @highlight
HAIL STATE!! GO TO HELL OLE MISS!
#LiberatedNotLiberal #FaithOverFear #IndependentMind #StriveToRise #love #SpeakUp #hope #WalkAway #StarkvilleMS #starkvegas
#HailState #recovery #mentalhealthawarenes