check my texts, they all unread
try to talk
then i get afraid
hang up
hit the blunt, i got to protect myself
walk back home, put a smile on
i got to forget this shit
https://t.co/xtlqu53NmJ
feel ive been going thru the motions for 2 long
rly dont know happy or fun anymore
not cause i dont do anything, or stay away, if anything its been the opposite
i just notice i dont feel those things anymore
just fleeting ambitions of wishing to feel
grateful 4 where i am but
idk