Some people are dead inside. They wake up because they're supposed to, they eat because it's expected. They say 'I'm fine' because anything deeper would require a pulse they no longer feel. They are neither happy nor sad, just empty in a way that's hard to explain without scaring people.
It's not that they want to die; it's just that living has lost its flavor. Every day is a loop of pretending and surviving, and they are so deeply tired of carrying a heart that forgot how to beat and a body that no longer feels..
nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between “things will get better” and “i can’t handle this anymore.” it’s like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day
kenapa banyak orang yang ga sadar kalo ngobrol itu dua arah? jangan maunya ditanya aja, tanya balik. jangan maunya didengerin aja, dengerin balik. ngobrol sama orang yang maunya didenger doang tuh cape banget tau.