GOD I LOVE CLASSY WOMEN. LIKE WHEN A WOMAN APPEALS TO THE MALE FANTASY AND ALL THAT SEXUAL STUFF ITS JUST SO MEHHHH BUT WHEN I WOMEN DRESS SO MODEST AND DELIGHTED, AND MANNERISTUC. LIKE IDK ITS JUST UR SO BEAUTIFUL OR SOMETHING
I love enduring. I love seeing no better days. I love being weighed down by my insecurities and weakness. I LOVE NEVER BEING COMFORTED. But I LOVE trying to be better. I love taking in all the pain being better. I love feeling neglect all for the sake of my people, for greater.
I genuinely hate being so dumb. I hate being so stupid. I love being informed. I love remembering and learning. But whenever I forgot something that i had studied for. I genuinely want to carve my eyes. I really just want to cave my hands into my skins. I really want to do it.