Nana 🇵🇸

Anything I wrote here isn’t something for people to sympathise. Just to clear my mind. Here is my safe space.

[muhd nazim @muhdnizam04]

Patutlah si Aliff teega Dan Aisyah hijanah kaya semacam. macam ni rupanya bayaran influencer kutip donation.🤔

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

srsly. no one can ever replace a dear friend of mine which we disconnected sebab we were in a different class. She felt distant cz I started to spend more time with ny classmates, which I understand. I still hope we would reconnect. :(

[مُحِبُّ الله اَلعَيدروس. ☀️ @ibjela]

Perniagaan insurans adalah satu rumah judi.

Setiap rumah judi beroperasi dengan satu mantra agung iaitu:

💰 The house always win 💰

Semua insurans ye. Bukan insurans kereta je. Insurans yg korang bayar bulan2 tu pun sama.

"Tp aku amik takaful Ib, bukan insurans."

LOOOLLL

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

The thing about when people say something bad about me, I just assume that they are insecure and are projecting their own flaws onto me. From that, I can sleep peacefully at night…

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

My sister’s husband made a joke “ha hati2 cikgu nak lalu tu” since I just graduated.

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

We went to animal park that day and went past birds. My nephew walked with my brother and his wife. The birds was making noises even before we went there. I was not feeling well (always been) that day. Then, I was behind my brother and as soon as I walked past their cages… (1)

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

I was walking. Sad, angry for the reasons that I don’t know. I tried to not let it show, but I was quiet. I looked over the birds & suddenly the birds stopped chirping. So, I wonder, do birds can feel your emotions. It was almost magical bcs they all stopped at the same time.

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

I can’t let people know that I cry. Then people would think there’s something wrong with me. I can feel evryone is avoiding to go home because they feel uncomfortable around me. I’m sorry, I tried my best to not cry that day, but something triggered me and ppl wldnt understand

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

My mom told me to run some errands, that including going to the store to buy sausage. nak pergi kedai jalan kaki 5 minit dri sini pun aku dh mundar mandir nak keluar ke tidak. it’s so easy idk why is it so hard.

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

they talk shit about you Ana. show them what you got. (ps i wouldnt dare)

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

I swear I tried. But it is as if my body and brain just disagree.

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

yep, I’m definitely autistic.

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

For those people yg ckp org ada mental illness ni attention seeker. I hope one day you got the taste of your own words. Rasa la sakit nya in a crowd tp you feel lonely, sakitnya menahan marah/nangis over small things, sakitnya berdiam diri sbb rasa diri tak worth.

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

aku dah terlalu selesa bersendirian. Kahwin pun taknak. duduk dgn family aku dah penat. Dia bukan sebab my family is destructive, tapi I am the one destructive for them. while my dad dgn stepmom mmg toxic to me lah. So, drpd sakitkan org baik kita jauhkan diri.

[sarah @sahouraxo]

BREAKING:

The media won’t tell you this but Israel has now killed 16,550 Palestinian children in Gaza, in 8 months.

16,550 children killed. In just 266 days.

This is a holocaust.

Repeat. Spread it. Let the world know.

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

me: sweep the floor, put away toys, jemur kain, vacuum, wash the dishes, masak.

my mum: DID YOU MOP THE FLOOR?(obv I didn’t)

buat lah 9 benda dlm rumah ni, yg 1 tak buat tu la yg di acknowledged. syukur la aku smbung bljr dlu. can’t imagine living here for another 50 years.

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

ada hikmahnya aku x pandai masak. kalau tak memang semua kerja la aku buat. balik je, suddenly everyone don’t know how to do anything. 🤷🏻‍♀️

[Nana 🇵🇸 @Nanaa_008]

deep down I’m lowkey mad because all this time nobody ever asked me how I’m doing, what do I eat, if I’m well when I studied far away from them, then suddenly when I’m home they’d be asking about everything. I’m used to taking care of myself, don’t show up now.