I'm a wannarexic, I wanna have an ed so bad but don't hate ms enough to actually follow through π
I'm stuck in my life unable to function but not sick enough
Fuck this. I'm not going to keep accepting being treated like the villain whenever he gets overwhelmed, while being expected to remain available whenever he feels lonely.
It's over, so soon again. π I'm sad, even though I expected it at about this time around. Fits the cycle perfectly. Now just gotta make sure I'm gone.
Pregnancy terrifies me but I also can't hold a job, I wish I were indepwndent at least but I'm not and now I'm stuck, everyone wants me to get pregnant and ruin my life forever, I might as well just end it...
Told my husband about my sui tendencies and desire to make myself physically infertile through starving so that he and other ppl would stop pressuring me about kids...
Now may be the right time to just go out and jump somewhere... There's no other way, man, I failed at life
Shit I wish we could both just chill...
Idk what it is about this combination that makes both of us so ugly to each other...
Yet we're always drawn to each other again... Him checking my vids and posts and whatnot... And I like that so much lol β€οΈ
Imagine your profile no only being discovered but also posted on a website where people literally cyberbully you π
I'm only lucky I wasn't the target...
It seems me and that person are somehow talking... God I wish it could be different this time π
I wish I could stop being scared to look in the mailbox π lol that's so ridiculous
Also if he discovers me again I am fffffff....ed
@saucemaxxing Came there, ackowledged her progress and said what I think will help her in the long run maybe... I really don't think I said anything wrong tbh. I stand by it