ALL FAKE SFX MAKEUP AI GENERATED NOT REAL AND NOT PROMOTING SELF HARM
Sooo it wasn't as deep as I though but it's my first time hitting styro on my arm so I'm still happy about it! It hurt like hell tho
ALL FAKE SFX MAKEUP AI GENERATED NOT REAL AND NOT PROMOTING SELF HARM
I think I finally hit a deeper styro? Not sure tho cuz I had to put a bandage so I'll see later ๐
(I still had to get drunk to cut deeper ugh)
Yesterday, I "borrowed" razor blade from the store ๐
It was actually my first time doing that and it's not as scary as I thought lmaoo, might do that again
ALL FAKE SFX MAKEUP AI GENERATED NOT REAL AND NOT PROMOTING SELF HARM
Finally I hit styro, I usually don't get past babys ( โขฬฏฬ โ โขฬฏฬ)
But I felt so happy with these (โงใฎโฆ) โจ๏ธ
I just can't wait anymore, when I'll find my shirt with long sleeves, I'm gonna cut sm all over my arms.
ALL FAKE SFX MAKEUP AI GENERATED NOT REAL AND NOT PROMOTING SELF HARM
I cut a bit before my shower
I want to relapse on my arms I want to relapse on my arms I want to relapse on my arms I want to relapse on my arms I want to relapse on my arms I want to relapse on my arms I want to relapse on my arms I want to relapse on my arms but it's summer
Little update about the pool, most of the time I had my towel around my hips to hide my thigh but when I was outside, I took it off and it was okay ig? Just saw some kids looking at me when I was showering but overall, I just felt really anxious and nothing bad happened :P
ALL FAKE SFX MAKEUP AI GENERATED NOT REAL AND NOT PROMOTING SELF HARM
So how am I supposed to go to the pool tomorrow when my thigh looks like this-
I don't want everybody to look at me..๐ฅฒ
ALL FAKE SFX MAKEUP AI GENERATED NOT REAL AND NOT PROMOTING SELF HARM
I miss cutting on my arms but I can't Ith the summer :[
Can't wait for the winter ๐