@LookAtMyMeat1 Steam for the new stuff, GOG for the older DRM free versions and Itch for the weird experimental stuff, And maybe off a dev website if I can be bothered to set up a sandbox to check it for E Plague.
no matter how talented you are, you might not end up being successful.
whats needed then is either incredible luck with algorithm, or support from others to push you towards where you need and deserve to be.
its frustrating when you have neither of those.