Getting hurt by the man who wanted you first is so embarrassing. You did not ask for the connection initially, they convinced you to lower your guard, only to leave you holding the emotional weight of a dynamic they created...
You cannot repair a relationship with someone who hurts you, blames your reaction, and still expects you to stay quiet about it. That’s not love, that’s manipulation.
While you’re crying, overthinking, and checking your phone, he’s living like nothing happened. Stop making a man the center of your life when you’re not even a priority in his.
people will be like “of course you’ll find someone! you’re pretty and smart and accomplished” and it’s like…. you don’t get it…….. all of that works against me