Maybe one day.
One it’ll be just for me?
Been here long I feel like I should have a day?
Hell I’ll just happy with ten minutes.
Somebody just acknowledge me pls.
These last few years of my life I felt like I was drowning. I can’t catch my breath. Maybe I’m just bad so dealing with depression. I joke and laugh about everything. I just need… help…
Honestly, holidays like this just remind me I don’t have a close relationship with a lot of people. I know a lot of people but I’m not close with many of them. I’m grateful for those who include me in their family plans. I just kind of wish… idk
@_glamyrandah It’s hard and it feels weird but I’m sure it gets better right? Lol. Two years without my dad and year without my aunt. It’s strange but some where it’ll get better. Merry Christmas.
That’s why holidays aren’t for me. I wish i didn’t feel that way but like it’s hard not to. I just want someone to be there for me with out me having to ask.
After my dad and aunt passing… I never really felt like had much of a family. I know they’re there. But like… last year when my aunt passed where were they when I was on my own? Then a lot of them got the nerve to say well you never reached out? Why did I have to…