Started therapy today. Got fired from therapy today. She says she is not experienced enough to handle the severity of my DID.
You all might be right that I am crazy. OR - I am sane and yall crazy.
I think it's you. Yup.
Defeated.
Mental illness is like that one bubble from a bubble maker - it floats around, It drops down, and people duck to get out of its way. Mental illness creates a bubble where people are isolated and alone - while the sane ones act like they want you yet pull away when needed. Lonely
@CharcoalEpitaph Capitalism like socialism - implemented by the brilliance of the few and subjected by the many. Each holds a ladder of possibility, yet the rungs only go so high for the many.
Encampments are mere fallacies of freedom while shelters have "rungs" called doors. Jail vs hope.
When I was suicidal, I smiled in public and cried in private. In public, I was boastfully attacking suicide to make others believe I was stronger than it, but in private, it was determined to prove me wrong.
Fighting in court to get records. Need a lawyer i think. Going to have to start gofundme. Hiding negligence so I can not get records. Ethics are fickle with therapists.
What is it called when your DID is out of control? It feels like spiraling but there is no awareness just that odd feeling. I feel like a light switch on/off uncontrollably. Is there a name for it?