Yes baby I know you’re more sensitive when you’re drunk or high, that’s why I wanted to see what happens with both. I know little one, it’s so much for you sweetheart, it’s okay baby go dumb for me, daddy’s here to do everything for you.
#nsfw#nsfwtwt
being self aware of your own intense emotional dysregulation is the worlds loneliest experience sitting there hurt and upset at someone or something knowing you shouldnt be yet having to comfort yourself all alone with the pain that feels very real
my deepest dirtiest fantasy is that someone will notice im struggling without me having to say it and they will offer me genuine concern that doesn't make me feel guilty or burdensome