Ana's Little Girl

5'7 HW-129.9 LW-71 UGW-86

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

I could not figure out why I'm not as happy as I should be right now. My life is fine and my new relationship is great. Then I remembered my depression and hated myself a bit more

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

I don't want to be here anymore. It hurts.

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

Over the past month or two I can tell how much worse this relapse and mania has gotten..

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

lost 0.6 lbs since last weighing in! Neverbeenough0's lost 14.3 lbs so far. #myfitnesspal

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

And now all that is left to do is lay in bed sick and cry..

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

That is me today.

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

You know that feeling. Deep inside of guilt. When you wake up the next day 2 find out that you have been drugged and that everything was not okay and now you're dirty.

[kirby @thinspothinn]

The scariest thing about ED Twitter is inactive accounts like have just quit using the acc??? Or maybe they recovered??? Or they died??? Suicide??? No one knows and it drives me insane

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

I can't even convince myself to have more than a couple bites of food in an entire day 😢 Eating should not have to be this hard.

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

I know that I am living on this new diet and "doing really well". But I am still struggling REALLY hard to not starve myself 😢

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

lost 1.2 lbs since last weighing in! Neverbeenough0's lost 14.3 lbs so far. #myfitnesspal

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

lost 1.8 lbs since last weighing in! Neverbeenough0's lost 13.1 lbs so far. #myfitnesspal

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

lost 0.8 lbs since last weighing in! Neverbeenough0's lost 11.3 lbs so far. #myfitnesspal

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

lost 2.9 lbs since last weighing in! Neverbeenough0's lost 10.5 lbs so far. #myfitnesspal

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

lost 0.7 lbs since last weighing in! Neverbeenough0's lost 7.6 lbs so far. #myfitnesspal

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

lost 1.2 lbs since last weighing in! Neverbeenough0's lost 9.1 lbs so far. #myfitnesspal

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry... Please stop crying

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

I can feel a full-blown relapse coming on strong, and I'm scared.

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

Less than 24 hours of trying to eat more food and I have already purged twice... I thought I was done with this :(

[Ana's Little Girl @NeverbeEnough0]

lost 2.4 lbs since last weighing in! Neverbeenough0's lost 19.7 lbs so far. #myfitnesspal