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[sappy, homunculus appreciator @sapphicjiiva]

tadaaaaaah. here comes the booooy :}
more design details below 👇!!

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@Tsuli_H_R_

[Barney’s Coffee Goat (Tsuli) @Tsuli_H_R_]

but didn’t you hear her? hets can’t have anything…. so she needed SOMETHING!

[SieiQ🩷 KRALSEI??? @SieiQ_BRAINROT]

Good night.

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@PenIsAHeadcase @KingGalaxiza @savella_silver I believe she worked a bit on painter's story and wrote some voicelines but that's it 😭despite having such a small role regarding the game she got more attention than devs who actually contributed a lot and acted as if she held power of every1 else

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@thloveofthgame mind you she did not help with anything regarding eyefest apparently

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@Lekino_0 @misfitjax ya she had issues with with wanting to control everything. Even tho zeal created eyefest she did not want it to have gender (zeal hc eyefest as she/her) because it would not get "male humanoid" art. Now that we know she didn't even create seb, it's very much the same situation 😭

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@Spawn_Po1nt @savella_silver funfact not even zerum said she's fine w it. Zeal claimed that it is making HIM uncomfortable and SHE is fine w it:) I believe they talked it throu and made zeal take the blame cause it was not the first and last time it had happened. Zerum is scared of holding accountability

[SPOOKY lex @lexbeanie]

rest in peace sebastian solace you wouldve fucking hated zerum

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@shanyabirb @ANATHEMA_ART eyefestation, if I remember correctly zeal FULLY created eyefest so it is very weird that she wants to decide it's gender, esp with the reason. Same with seb tho, she's not a creator but still wants to decide massive changes about him. So its been an issue for a while

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@Greatn3x @Punkfromspace87 500 funfacts completly unrelated to the lore and game and expanding everything that was useless instead of going into more of backstory etc. and this game had such a potential ... if it werent for such bad devs. I do hope someone remakes this game and makes it better <3

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@Greatn3x @Punkfromspace87 she has been actually very manipulative before that, made zeal lie to protect her own ass, hid behind the 'im in bad mental health', and had double standards. The second outburst of the same thing made me quit the game. I liked the lore and it just became 1/2

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@EM0B0Y_K1SS3R eyefest was also intended to be seen more as a sexualization object rather than an oc

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@Greatn3x @Punkfromspace87 about and yet she's pushing in 'canon facts' into both of these, why would SHE be the one to decide eyefest gender if zeal was the FULL creator of it?) so weird, she has some clear control issues where she likes to enforce her own stuff... 2/2

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@KingGalaxiza @savella_silver something similar to this but not exact) + the comments about it on dc. She acted as if she was different from the 'shippers' just because she was on dev team. its not even about seb but the way she never took accountability and had some control issues + got away with it 2/2

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@KingGalaxiza @savella_silver Yes, and zeal spoke of it as making it more canon because he would never be friendly with the player. Questionable how it was only added after controversy and zerum annouced it with smth like 'the next update will make them mad' (do not word me on this, i just remember it was 1/2

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@PHANTOMPAWZZZ also if I remember well, zeal was the one who fully created eyefest. It was hella weird for her to decide on gender of an oc she did not create, shows same behaviour as with seb who she also did not create lol she had some control issues

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@PHANTOMPAWZZZ leaving some stuff in here but zerum was known to be very strange in certain situations. I've been trying to tell people since she avoided accountability for any actions and even made people lie to protect her own ass in posts, saying its just 'misogyny' being the reason

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@KingGalaxiza @savella_silver 3 zerum she made it clear she's unhappy about it and she stated that 'it does not matter what she thinks about it because it will happen regardless' so no, that shows she was NOT fine with it and zeal lied to protect her, much as she's been protecting him now. It's sick

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@KingGalaxiza @savella_silver 2 any people who spoke about it as HER being married. She never corrected it to be her OC being married. Also when the controversy first appeared, zeal made a statment where he said that Zerum was fully fine with ships but it made HIM uncomfortable. But in past messages from