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I'm hiding here

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Well, I lied. Sometimes I post art here. But I talk about my problems here too and it's not fun to read

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There will be no art here. Since the twitter circle is gone, I use this account as a place to relieve myself, so there will be many negative posts. Please don't follow me if you're uncomfortable. Stay safe.

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Mine
#choru

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@hannie_archer Đúng zị 🤤 nhờ chị chủ cho thêm ít lá chanh thái nhỏ nữa 🤤

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Mỹ vị nhân gian 🤤

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Another pile of work. And I don’t even know if they’re planning to give me a raise in the next review. I need a day off to do nothing 🫠
My anxiety and insomnia came back after stoping the medication. Now I'm back to feeling tired everyday

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@riftwalkingBruh I know :(. I'm trying

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The biggest problem with the old med was that I ate too much. The biggest problem with the new med is that I don’t want to eat anything at all. Even when I haven’t eaten anything for a day and a half, I still don’t feel hungry 🫠

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My cat puked on my winter blanket. Tonight is 9 degrees and I have only one thin blanket left this is just great 🙃

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Not gonna lie that cinematic really killed my mood. But anyway, my Choru has never been and never will be canon. Choru in my drawings only exists in my own little world, where there’s only silliness and cuteness

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At least I have more Yoru 💙

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:(

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I still get discouraged easily, but maybe now I have more clear headed, maybe that's enough to pull myself out of that spiral a bit faster? I take that as a little win for myself

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It might sound foolish, but I want to share a bit about myself here, somewhere no one knows me, and where everyone I know in real life has already been blocked

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I can work for a few hours without putting on my headphones, I found it easier to concentrate, and I’ve begun paying more attention to my coworkers. They say I seem more "nosy" than usual, which made me realize I’ve been stepping out of my little world more often

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My med reduced the anxiety and helped me sleep better at night, but its side effects are still uncomfortable. I’m not sure how long it will take for my body to fully adjust to it 🫠

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Choru doodle