If I'm being honest, half the things I went through are in fact because of me, my lack of discipline, not listening to my gut feelings, and my poor decision-making.
You are the reason my heart beats a little faster, my mind dreams a little bigger, and my soul feels a little fuller. I never knew love could be this powerful until you walked into my life.
Unfortunately my last relationship completely changed me. So yes, I DO care about the people in your phone. Yes, I DO care about what you're doing when I’m not around. Yes, I DO care when you seem even slightly off. Yes, I DO care about things I wished I didn’t. And it’s not because I’m insecure, controlling, or trying to make your life difficult. It’s because I learned the hard way what it feels like to trust someone fully… and then be broken by them.
before i give up on people, i always make sure i really try, try and try!! you can’t continuously drain me, disappoint me, except me to continue showing up for you..
so nobody can act stupid when they don't hear from me anymore
when someone i loved becomes dead to me it's a whole new level of nonchalant. idc what you do, who you do, where you at, where you not, etc. nothing you do means anything to me. i don't wish you well, i don't wish you harm. i don't feel anything regarding you.
i CANNOT fw people who do NOT understand the PRINCIPLE of things. it’s not what you did. it’s how you did it. and what makes it worse is knowing if roles were reversed, you’d lose your mind