If you have Sun - Saturn aspects and you want a chance at being successful and overcoming your inferiority complex you’re gonna have to get comfortable with failing and learning through the process and each time you’ll get better , stronger , and more enduring.
@witchkingcoop I know I’m late, I understand completely if you don’t respond but: what exercises can be done to build energy work muscles/pouring your own energy into magic when you don’t have a lot of time? I know correspondences and pick out ingredients for spells that need them well but