Haven't posted in like over a year..
Been going through a lot..
But this was Easter 2023..
Tried to do more makeup over just mascara..
I hope everyone is doing well.
I shall try to be active more.
#selfie#makeup#bluemascara
@pendarr So I know where you are and how you feel, especially when you want someone to reach out and make the effort to help you if they truly care/love you.
But please, message me if you ever need to vent or talk. I will always respond.
You are a good long time friend of mine.
ily man
@pendarr Just know you are not alone.
I know you feel like you are, but do know you can message me any time to vent or need someone to listen.
I dont recognize myself either and I've been in a spiral for awhile now that I can't get out of and isolated myself from everyone..
When one of the main things that's been keeping your mind off stuff & keeping you happy, is now the main cause for your depression over childish immaturity.
I've been only wanting to sleep & do nothing else for a week now & have had breakdowns..
I just want my happy place back...
One of my nephews (one of my sister's kid) tested positive for Covid and my other nephew (my brother's kid) has the same symptoms and is getting tested tomorrow.. I've been around them both, especially my sister's kids, we live in the same house and I get them ready for (cont.)
You know.
Depression, Anxiety, & Imagination is never a good combination to put together.
The imagination part always makes you see things that aren't actually there/happening.
I know I've been battling that for a few years now.
Everyone has their own demons.
Remember that.