I think its really crazy that people think it's okay to act like this.
I want to state that I lot of my characters clothing and design is based on culture, so to say I'm "asking for it" because of that is crazy.
What happened to the idea of being decent human beings, is that too much to ask for nowadays?
i’m not smart enough for all this book of bill investigation shit the gravity falls fandom got going on imma just wait until somebody releases a 5 hour video essay the way god intended 😭
Imposter syndrome perfectly sums up how I feel this morning. I’ve felt in no way, shape or form deserving of Sketches praise or anybody else’s for that matter. Me & the other FaZe boys did exactly what I would hope any other halfway decent person would.
The “hero” comments and “you saved his life” shit is mildly uncomfortable to read/ hear. Idky. I’m just speaking candidly off the cuff. Nowhere else to really put these thoughts. Just processing this shit.
Today was a big reminder of why I bounced off this whack internet shit in the first place. It isn’t reality, people are so disconnected and so eager for approval and likes that they get so wrapped up in this game that they dehumanize an actual human. Push someone so hard that they really consider taking their own life.
Really insane being behind the scenes and so close to all of it. Homie was so sad, I’ve never seen sadness like that. Everyone in that same room saw it too. I just thank fucking god he’s chillen, safe, feeling even a little bit better.
It could’ve been a much darker day yesterday and I just thank god it went the other way. Lessons in that.