No.I'm.Not.Fine

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Suicidal freak.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

If you're reading this, I hope you're okay. Don't be like me.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

Bitch, being unhealthy mentally is so damn hard. You can feel anything in one second and feel nothing after.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

I failed as a human

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

I don't want to be happy, I don't want anything or anyone I just want to be okay. I JUST FUCKING WANT TO BE OKAY

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

Being okay now a days is freaking hard.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

You all hate me but I hate myself more.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

Tangina ano na self?

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

Yung sa sobrang puno ka na manginginig ka na lang. Tatahimik. At worst maluluha

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

Punong puno na ko gago. Tangina.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

Puta gusto ko na magpakamatay

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

They say they care but I'm all alone again

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

I'm so fcking sad

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

I failed as a person I know.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

Please help me.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

I failed as a person I know.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

Please help me.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

I'm sorry if I ain't someone you thought I'd be. Believe me. I hate myself more than you hate me.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

I wanna ignore the world and feel numb but it's the opposite. I feel all the emotions and the world keeps knocking me.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

I'm frustrated, broken, ugly and broke.

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

They say they hate me. Bruh, I hate myself even more

[No.I'm.Not.Fine @NoImNotFine1]

How can I explain to everyone that I don't want to talk to anyone because I have this heavy feeling in my chest without me looking bad?