Noah ✨🖤

I still fall on my face sometimes and I can’t color inside the lines , cause I'm perfectly incomplete. I'm still working on my masterpiece✨

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

I’m ready to be happy Noah again. He deserves some time in the spotlight.. he’s been neglected. I’ve fought so hard to be here. And i fucking deserve it. Everyone has walked all over me for too got damn long. 🫡 had to lewrn being nice is only useful if you like being hurt.

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

I've entered to have my rent paid for 2 months thanks to
@iheartraving & @radiatetheworld https://t.co/7YdmRj8aAZ

[Excision @Excision]

Save the dates, Headbangers. We’re heading back to Thunderdome February 7-9!! Tix go on sale Wednesday 10/9 at 12PM PT ⚡️

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

@OfficialBTSM @KaiWachiMusic WHY IS IT NOT BEUNG STREAMED?!😭💔 @OfficialBTSM

[Cyclops Recordings @Cyclops_Recs]

I’ll Wait For You is out at midnight est!!

Drop a 🦁👁️ if you’re ready

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

Mfers testing my last nerve. Don’t fuck with me, I’ll ruin your day.

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

Losing everyone I know and love left and right lately. I guess that means I can give up now.

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

I love how even when things aren’t my fault, things are my fault. Fuck existing bro, I’m done.

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

LOST LANDS IS GONNA BE FUCKIN NUTS. 2ND YEAR BABY ❤️❤️🥳 @Excision @lost_lands

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

I knew I wasn’t a good person. Maybe this is what I deserve.

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

Moving to Seattle is sounding nicer and nicer every day that passes.. I want to leave.

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

I’m checking out. I’m done.

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

#NewProfilePic

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

I let you steal my happiness for far too long.

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

I am so fucking glad you finally admitted that you hate me and that you want nothing to do with me because now I can finally be happy.

[BLANKE @blankemusic]

Caused some absolute mayhem in the studio w @NGHTMRE today 🥵

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

@woolimusic you deserve it man 🤧♥️ always the best set every show I get the chance to see you at 🥹🥹

[🦣 WOOLI 🦣 @woolimusic]

Still trying to wrap my head around @ultra . I would go as just a normie chad raver and would always hang out at my Favorite tree at Worldwide stage...one day I was like maybe I can do this?

Fast forward to today. I finally got to play there and have this type of energy 😭😭

[✨SUBTRONICS✨ @Subtronics]

@DasEnergiFest @aboveandbeyond @SevenLionsMusic @OfficialRezz SLC?? Pfff more like place that i extremely love so much and they have really good crowds and im very excited to see them again

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

Went to sky for borgore tonight but left before he even came out to get tacos with two of my fav ppl and I’m not even mad about it🤧 v much needed night ♥️ 🫶🏻 u guys @chris_rowley1 @Thatguyeli

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

I love @blankemusic so much man 🤧😭♥️

[BLANKE @blankemusic]

Last preview before the Emergence EP drops on Friday!

Turmoil with @Au5music

We’ve been fine tuning this record for almost 2 years. So excited to finally release one of the most intricate tracks I’ve ever been a part of.

this is beautiful and HEAVY 🌇

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

adding on to the wildfire.. but sadly I know I need to go through it if I want to heal from it and grow past it.. Just v blessed I was able to push myself to do it because I actually felt that I deserved it and not see myself as my own enemy. 🤧♥️ I want to be happy now. 🤧

[Noah ✨🖤 @NoahHegeman]

*sad but overall happy prog post*
I keep telling myself this is the worst or lowest I’ve ever been, but it gets worse. I really hope I’m damn near close to rock bottom if I’m not there already, because I’m tired of constantly thinking I’m there, but shit just keeps —