you struggle with independence because you were raised by overprotective yet emotionally neglectful parents, and now you are just an emotionally crippled adult with no real life skills
“i would kill for you.” “i would die for you.”
well i would heal for you. i’d unlearn my toxic patterns, face my wounds, and become a healthier person so my love doesn’t hurt you
I know people will be sad whenever my time comes, but they'll get over it. I dont think anyone knows the person I am, including myself.. and maybe its better that way. I'm scared to do anything to myself, but the more days go by I feel like its the best option for everyone. Lol
I remember my last relationship being with a couple and I was the woman's first experience in a queer relationship. It is a gross understatement how shitty I felt almost the entire time in that whole ordeal lmfao
How do you stop obsessing over the possibility that you may secretly be a bad person or maybe you have a secret mental illness and you are abusing and manipulating everyone around you and that everyone has been victimized by you without you knowing and you’re secretly bad
moral OCD has made me think of suicide as the only thing i can do to redeem myself for my past bad actions. it didn't matter how many times i apologized or that i had changed myself, there will still be people that genuinely believe i deserve to die
I'm having the calmest crash out of my life right now. Like I'm going a little insane but I'm also chillin & vibin. I'm stressed about a bunch of things but at the same time I am not.
Idk how to explain it.