Most of my activity is now off of X/Twitter.
You can find me at:
Bluesky - https://t.co/exdVKZyeZo
Mastodon - https://t.co/K3JFeS6oQM
Can also check out my personal site, though that's a perpetual work in progress...
@Pectraglade@CCCCrocoCCCCat H-hi...? I hardly have pics that show it off but here's an OC that by a mysterious force became the next one to inherit the sense and power of wind... Mostly uses it to fly around though
It's really hard to peek at social media when it's a reminder of everyone finding great success in what they do - which I *am* glad about - but part of me can't help but feel discouragement. They're reminders of just how I could never possibly keep up. And...
Silly rant aside, I hope I haven't been just aimlessly spending time lately trying to get a little gallery going on my personal site to put up my older drawings. Nowhere near done yet, but maybe halfway there...
It feels like I'm constantly fighting to keep up, to keep afloat. And that sooner or later, it'll have turned out to be a losing battle.
Because: what's the point of doing anything if there's no one there to share stuff with?
...and maybe that's a ridiculous notion to whoever's reading this, but the thought leaves me feeling a pit in my stomach and gets my heart pounding too hard.
I can sustain myself, at the expense of losing time. Losing connections, being forgotten about.