Nadie habla del duelo que es el de aceptar que quizá algunas cosas que imaginabas para tu vida no van a suceder como esperabas, o quizá no van a suceder en absoluto. Y solo queda dejarlas ir en silencio
i don’t think some people really understand what it’s like to carry things you never got the chance to process. they just think time heals everything, but sometimes it doesn’t…time just teaches you how to function around the pain. how to smile. how to show up. how to do what you’re supposed to do. you just learn how to perform “okay” so well that people stop asking if you actually are.
No man Lu just triggered me…Do you understand how painful it is to realise just how unkind God has been to you? I don’t even know what “living in answered prayers” is✋🏿
gwa lapisa trying stand firmly in your faith while things just never work out for you. ko re wa zama but nothing ever meets you halfway, wena o tletse mo lefatseng ho tloba lesole ende ntwa ha e fele ho fela wena.
@Lesedi__Larona Its like you see him do it for others so easily that you know how possible it is but it almost feels like he just doesn't want to do it for ME specifically ,no amount of believing he loves me has brought proof that he does .
Breaks my heart how God looked at me and decided im unworthy of certain life experiences. Like he just decided that when it comes to certain things I will be a sbwl merchant and im just supposed to be okay with that . Yoh go bohloko
I’m so burned out and depressed that I feel like I’m regressing as a person. I’ve lost my ability to communicate and genuinely connect with others. I’m so focused on surviving and staying safe in a chaotic world that I’ve forgotten how to socialize or enjoy life. My personality feels muted, my hobbies are gone, and I feel like an empty shell. trapped in survival mode instead of truly living. & I hate it here
One thing about me, I'm going to survive the plot twist. I'm a plot twist veteran. A pivot princess. A reinvention queen. A bounce-back baddie. Change the plan, change the path, change the whole damn plot-fil figure it out.
Im tired of always congratulating people. Yes I'm happy for them but when will it be my turn?
I proudly stand tall when I talk about God but when is He showing up for me? Kgante nna ke o mo byang asa deserving His blessings? I put in the work but I've got nothing to show for it
From the bottom of my heart, I just want life to get better. Im tired of operating from a place of lack.A permanent good paying job, a car, and regulated nervous system.