But, Part of me misses that, (not the personality traits that were toxic atm), I know I can't drink anymore, but when I drank to have a good time, I was that weirdo that everyone wanted to hang out with, that breathed life into anything from nothing,
Ok so this might be an incredibly niche and personal strategy but I accidentally found that when my to-do list has little drawings of the task instead of words, my brain is much more willing to get things done and I remember exactly what the doodle means.