@sizzletrap_ My older cousin who studied psychology once force me to talk about my self harm and scars and threatened to tell all the people in the house about it. I hate her ever since
#shtwt is it true Kai Razor is like the BEST SHARPEST BLADE out there like ONE MILD SWIPE AND BOOM! BEANS! BEDROCK!
And how long does it stay sharp before turning dull?
Sometimes I really want to end it but somehow I don't. Kinda ironic how desperately I seek help when losing my breathe even though I caused it in the first place..
"You're not depressed, just sad"
Yeah I'm sure sad people casually wanting to die everyday, self loathing every seconds and overdose and end up in hospital #shtwt
Is there any ways to cuts deeper with heavy bleeding? I couldn't get past styros >:'( even if not deep when is the part that's easily bleeding? #shtwt
What do you mean this shtwt is toxic? Most people I read their post is about awareness to not cut deeper or doing things that we'll regrets bc they've experienced it 😭😭 I used to want to cut to the beans bc I keep feels like my everyday cut styros isn't valid—
@c4nnib4ll_ Once a 'friend' found my knife with dried blood on it and she literally told everyone in the ROOMMATES GROUP CHAT, And they all were like making it about them and the girl who found the knife literally mocking and made fun of my sh.
I blocked her and don't talk to her now.