It sucks when you have to force yourself to stop having feelings for someone because you just gonna hurt yourself in the end. Kinda feel like im running out of time my kids are growing and im not in a position I want to be in my life
Had a weird ass dream last night that I got shot a bunch of times and one was in the head yet somehow I didn't die I didn't go to the doctor or anything I just walked around with the wounds and they healed naturally
I have been falling apart for years and the most important pieces of me will be gone soon and atp the way things have gone I kinda have no reason to be here anymore I just want everyone i love to know I did try not sure why it didn't work out but I tried see you guys π