Honey, when I'm above the trees
I see it for what it is
But now my eyes leak acid rain
On the pillow where you used to lay your head
After giving you the best I had
Tell me what to give after that
absolutely fucking hate that this is where his story ended. I wanted him to have time to find peace and health and make the serious amends he needed to.
obsessing over who I knew who had one; grilling them on the details of how they acquired one. Lying in bed night after night, wondering how many more years this could go on for.
I loved him with panic and passion. I didn’t fall in love; love fell on me. Like a ton of bricks from a great height. I didn’t have a choice but to let go of an obsession that was on its way to destroying everything.
“Everything I know about love “
I was desperate for a job. It was all I thought about from the moment I woke up until the moment I went to sleep in my childhood bedroom. I yearned for a job in my early twenties with the same hunger as I did for my first boyfriend in my early teens -