when i was far younger & felt older than my peers i thought that perhaps something was wrong with me bec of how old i felt & thought it would even out once everyone reached a level field & i too was an age i actually felt like but older i get i just see incompetence never ends
jesus christ some days i really feel like im at my breaking point some days and this is one of those and i really don't want to be responsible with eyes on me anymore pls let me be alone i not found solace anywhere amongst people only trouble
fucking idiots who refuse to grow up
The greatest catalyst for self-discovery is often another human being whom you love wholeheartedly.
People spend years attempting to understand their unconscious, emotional triggers, meditating, and intellectualising the origins of their suffering. And when they have a single encounter with love they see how it can expose dimensions of their psychological existence that years of solitary introspection have left untouched.
You begin recognising the extent of your possessiveness, fear of abandonment, and the unconscious expectations through which you have organised your understanding of intimacy.
Love makes you confront parts of yourself that you could otherwise spend an entire lifetime avoiding.
And I think this extends to every form of profound attachment, whether it is directed towards another person, an ambition, or something you have devoted your existence to pursuing.
Each attachment reveals the psychological structures through which you experience yourself.
Even love that remains unfulfilled can transform you.
The significance of an encounter cannot always be measured by whether two people eventually build a life together. Sometimes its greatest consequence is the version of yourself you are compelled to confront through loving them.
love is an instrument of self-discovery. It exposes you to yourself through the experience of another person.
all this talk about texas turning blue got me thinking bout how i blue my chance with you when you were my maine focus. iowa you a lot. you dont have to reply, but tell your mom i said ohio. kansas