バンタ🌙🦇

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[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

My treasures 🥰🥰🥰

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

My greatest enemy is myself. I wonder if a day I no longer hate myself will come?

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Poor snake, it must've been displaced due to the land clearing being done. I just hope that if another incident like that happens again, I would be there. I have a track record of catching and releasing snakes, you see. Beautiful creatures, but so misunderstood.

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

It's tragic that me, not being at my home due to work, resulted in the death of a reticulated python. My mother was panicking because it was constricting our dog, Diesel. My uncle had no choice but to put it down because it was squeezing the hell out of Diesel's leg.

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

I'm reminded once again that my company is not that desired by everybody except my 2 bestfriends and my direct family members.

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

Being sexless for years unfortunately made me faster at cumming, but at least my stamina is still the same.

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

I guess I only have 2 people I can truly consider my genuine friends.

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I mean, I guess they don't know that I had attempted it before. I wonder if they'll still joke about that to me if they had known?

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It feels weird when my coworkers joke about me not killing myself. It actually makes me think about suicide again. I haven't thought of suicide once in these past months.

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

I can understand the sexual appeal of getting pissed on, but I can never understand anything involving poop.

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I am enamored with the deep sea. I have a feeling that my end will come at the depths. Even if it doesn't come, I sure hope my body gets to rest at the bottom of the sea. There my soul will get to explore the abyss which my living self couldn't explore.

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

I wrote a letter to the one I have feelings for, but I can't tell if she read it though. I mentioned liking the small moments we get to spend together and I noticed it's much more frequent now. It's just a coincidence though, right? I don't want to overthink...

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

I don't even know if my mental illness is depression or bipolar disorder. I feel more inclined to the latter since I sometimes do feel highs.

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

I feel so insignificant. I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I'm just...there. What even is my purpose in life?

[偉大な龍 @LucilaSabu]

はっぴぃはろういん
#るーちゃん見て

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

I didn't realize functional depression is a thing.

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

I suddenly feel so empty, like anything I do is just meaningless. Why do I still continue living when no one will even remember me when I suddenly disappear? What even is my purpose in life?

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Ah, suicide and me are intertwined too deeply, huh. No matter how normal or okay I feel, the feeling just suddenly appears. I can recognize that it's a dangerous situation for me to be left alone with my thoughts, but with no one to really talk to about it...

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

I'm truly physically and mentally exhausted. I even managed to cry a little bit when I arrived home, lol. This month was hella exhausting, but hopefully next month would be better.

[バンタ🌙🦇 @NotBNTT]

Shit, I didn't expect my crush to like me back, lmao.