@heykizuna the finals has got me by a chokehold lately, drowned over 180 hours in this game. i dont think even minecraft has that beat but im not sure.
not knowing how to start what you want to do feels so overwhelming. like YES i want to make a career in making games, NO i dont know how uv unwrapping, normal maps or texturing works.
it feels insane when people come up to me and be like "you inspired me to do this, you're the reason i picked this field, you're the reason i joined this..." because wtf how do i have an impact on others' life when i dont know what i am doing? six seven.
trying to have big boy mornings, went on a walk with mom, washed my dirty shoes, had a shower, ironed my clothes, and now i will make myself breakfast. my first ever office client meeting is at 11am, wish me luck.