It’s been a while since I cried this hard… probably since that stupid failure back in May.
But this time, it’s not about losing someone. I think I’m just scared that someday, I’ll have to experience that kind of loss again.
I’ve lost so many people over the past year. Someone I trusted the most, my best friend, even my own mother. And at some point, I became scared of loving people because I know that someday, I might have to break all over again when they leave.